Creep: A One-Sided Love Story

Hello!

So you probably know me, and if you don't know me, I know you probably have that one friend that over analyzes and over thinks every movement made. There's always that one girl that falls head over heels for a guy she's never met. The one that fantasizes about how perfect life could be if only he KNEW me. Well, if you haven't figured it out by now, that girl is me. Needless to say, many would address my title as a "creeper".

 I prefer to call it "an overly invested amount of admiration that gets carried away into day dreams from time to time".

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Now the questions are... 

How can I avoid being "Led On"?

How can I prevent over-thinking the situation at hand? 

              SIDE NOTE: Now, I'm not going to lie, I am the Queen of Random Land. Sometimes, I know exactly how articulate what I wish to express. At other times, I speak as if I am a squirrel with the hiccups (and I will apologize in advance if my writing style is equally spastic).

 Now, recently I have come to realize this truth (Granted, this is after 1 month of obsessing) But the key to not obsessing over someone or something, is to not even attach yourself. Now, this sounds harsh. Like, I am not saying to break out your brick and mortar and create a wall between you and this individual, but instead I am saying, "Take a Chill Pill". They are human too! Please, erase any preconceived ideas of what this person is like.  They are not your prince charming, superhero, or supermodel.   They are human. Its as simple as that. Close your eyes and Breathe.  If you never put yourself in a position of helplessness, then you will never need rescuing. You will never feel that desperate plea to impress anyone. You can only be "led on" if you allow yourself to follow that individual. If you base your worth, goals, and emotions on the opinions of your special interest, YOU will never be satisfied. There is only one who can give your self-worth, and that's the Lord. God created you on purpose- for a purpose! So find your standards, priorities, and confidence. Remember, that YOU lead your own life, so take the initiative to find out the details from the beginning! Lay out a foundation. Take the lead in the relationship yourself, but most importantly: BE YOURSELF!

Now, I am sure there will be plenty of stories, scenarios, and soap operas to come. I know +Chloe   knows ALL of my internal conflicts and hilarious encounters of the male kind, but those shall be saved till later. 

Until then, 

Be Yourself and be only slightly creepy.

'Cause thats what makes you- You! 

Au revoir!!!

-Jessica